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11/11/2010

I'm Nobody


是被宠坏了吗?
=')

既然觉得
我和普通人一样
为什么却赖着不放?
=')

I'm just nobody
I'm just busybody

Why should I dod it all for you?
idk
Dun ask me WHY
fml

I'm kinda stupid
yaaa
now
just
Stupid
this word is in my mind
Damn it
==

我人生最大的败笔
就是拥有一个不懂得我的好的人
而我却还要赖着不放手

明明遍体鳞伤
却还是一样喜欢碰钉子

太在乎
搞得自己心理不平衡

不知道自己是什么和什么
Nobody
我什么都不是

就算说了
我也只是那个普通不过的女生
和其他女生都一样
只是你对我多了不一样的感觉

我不知道什么时候我才能成为那个第一名
因为我比不过很多很多
我一直努力增值
别人也在进步
什么时候才能站在他们前面
让你更容易发现我的好?
=']

其实
假装不在乎
很难
感觉上像再骗自己
=')

我的确没有比别人好
所以我努力的去把自己做到最好
我没有得到认同
没关系
但请不要把我埋没
=)

就够了
谢谢

11/09/2010

Ya, It's me



我没有漂亮的外表

我没有标准的身型


我是个极度自卑的人

我是个很怕生的人

我对自己的要求很高

我对自己的内在比较在乎

我很宅

我很懒惰


我的穿着很保守

我的思想很另类

我没办法在朋友及亲人面前表达真实的自己

我很爱唱歌

我很爱胡思乱想

我不喜欢寂寞

我不喜欢吵架的感觉


我怕黑

如果你在街上突然和我打招呼,我会很高兴

如果你把我当好朋友,我会和你有一样的想法

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥


我能虚心受教,但却不能比较

我能努力减肥,但却不能一日速瘦

我想找回信心,但是没有头绪

我想扩大朋友圈,但是没能成功

我不会和差的人比,只会往上游

内在虽说重要,没外表却不行

因为我很懒

所以我越来越宅

自爱,不能乱现

水瓶座的特性

我希望别人为我而展现笑容

我独有的才华

因在乎,而作出不同的假设

寂寞,使人恐慌

吵架,使人怨恨

黑夜,治安比较坏

打招呼,证明你在乎我这个人

从不要对别人做出你不希望别人对你做的事

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

ya, It's me
Crystal


Who deep in my heart
The REAL Crystal





好好味

went Ulik to have our dineer
=)
hubby fetch me there
his card is having some problem
hmmmmmm
=(


we ordered chee cheong fun there
wooooots!
Delicious!
and it's quite cheap laaaaa
RM0.60 for 1 fish ball or watever u choose
=)

this is the Ulike Famous Har Mee!
Prawn mee
Super Zeng!!
the soup is super niceeeeeeeeeee
=D

Introduce this place to u guys
=)
It's really Zeng and cheap
those stores are @the opposite of Public Bank, Ulik
Really nice~
=)

吾系餐餐都要食贵野
好食至紧要!

Flowers from hubby♥

my crying face with the flowers =[
I received a bouquet of Flowers from  
My Hubby boy!

Oowh~
It's touching!
He gave me a surprised!
OMG
i cried when I received this from him!

OMG!
i still cant believe that's really for me actually
it's too sudden!

although we had some unhappy happened between us
but I still Love u
Thanks for your flowers
=D

I love it so muuuuuch!

but i didnt take it back home
he said wanna gv me on Friday when we have dinner
hahas
but i think the flowers dried ady looor

'm really Happy to get it
Thanks Baby!!
ily♥

11/08/2010

Music♥


Today
is a Big Day for me
♥

Woots!
I went for my Electronic Organ class!
I'm really so happy!
I hav been stopped for 4 years to learn it
and now i'm Grade six as piano's level
=D

Finally 
I can continue to learn it again!



before going for my organ lessons
i went for my brunch with my hubby boy
=D
went for dim sum @ Pandan Indah
then he fetch me to Yamaha =)

I'm so nervous when i'm in the room
TT
fml
not really like to b nervous
but i cant relax
i scare i will hv any mistake or wat
=(

But
My teacher is really good
and I miss her a lot
I had been 4 years didnt met her
=D

she's my last teacher before i stopped my organ class
=)

btw,
The Electronic Organ that i used for today's lesson cost
RM24,000
wtf-omfg-fml in my head
o.O


Learnt 2 songs
Oowh!
I love the songs so so much


The circle Of Life
=)
from The Lion King
it's really nice but not easy to play this song by both hands and leg
=(

have to play the chord, steps on the paddle, play the music by pen drive
fml
i'm really panic on these
coz i hv been 4 years didnt play organ
though my room is an organ here
but it's to old
it's not for my grade ady
=(

so
My mum is gonna buy me another new organ!!
Yey!

I had went to another classroom for my practise after class
=)
Finally i can play
Let it Be
with the instrument by the new organ
I really love the Electronic Organ so much!!
♥

Went Papa Rich @ NihonKan with my Lovely Family
=D
This is my Drinks
Sesame Ice-cream Soya
Wooots!
Nice
=D

Gotta Practise my Organ~
see yaaa~

Termite!


can u spot those little thingy on the floor?
hmmmmmm
it's really disgusting!
its
Termite!


i just woke up bcoz of those uncles talking so loudly out of my bedroom
==

then
when i walked out from  my room
OMG
wtf is these!


OMG
such a mess!
and the floor is full of Termite!

wtf
my dad asked his partners to fix this problems
okay
fine
it's good to fix it
coz i hate Termite!!

dad asked me to sweep the floor
fml
the termite is still alive and squirm on the floor
yuuuucks!

now those woods had been threw
=)
better fix it as fast as possible
i dun like my house bcome like that
fml
== 

写不完的温柔

還記得我曾經 天真相信 愛能永無止境
永遠不要分離 說得真心 只不過太年輕
原來愛情就像 寫一首歌一樣 需要靈感
感覺變淡 就寫不完 不能勉強

可是 有一種感受
一直 旋繞在心頭
最後我卻開不了口

我的心在顫抖 你一直是最溫柔
鋼琴上的手也在顫抖 其實該不該放手
我在顫抖 最可惜的理由
是你怎麼能夠 分開時候 依然溫柔

你被眼淚淹沒 還對我說 這不是誰的錯
你忍住了難過 放下承諾 保護傷你的我
現在我終於學懂 讓心最沉重 是你的痛
最痛的痛 竟然由我 一手放縱

依然溫柔 你最溫柔
回憶裡我們牽着雙手 說以後一起走
你最溫柔 明明溫柔
從前牽我的手 有了陌生的感受 你最溫柔

It's mine